26a Failure

Failure-

I failed to abandon habits of procrastination. Countless times this semester I have let studying wait till the last minute for exams. It has cost me better grades on a few of my tests. It has also caused me to develop bad habits of staying up late at night to get homework completed. I've tried setting reminders but they have ended up just becoming something I routinely ignore. It has in some areas allowed me to miss important deadlines in and out if school. 

It's even harder now after my foot injury because I can't move as quickly as my now PACKED schedule demands. But it's only as packed as it is because of the things I out off in the last few weeks. In the long run it has made me more stressed. 

I've learned that the harder and bigger the workload the less efficient putting off my work becomes. I learned that trying to do work and play in the same space is hard for me. Trying to get productivity done in the school library lately has been a help for me. I've also learned that the consequences I will have received this semester will be my biggest motivator in fixing this habit if mines. It has already been a big motivation for me to get my act together. In the areas that I've received second chances I've been able to prove my worth once again.